wow, this journal is really old.

How to make a yuhicosan

Ingredients: 3 parts intelligence 3 parts brilliance 1 part joy

Method: Combine in a tall glass half filled with crushed ice. Top it off with a sprinkle of fitness and enjoy!

these are symbols of my dream... which i am trying to reach right now.

study karl study!

unang yakap ng iyong ina
unang luha ng iyong mata
unang salita na nabigkas
unang hakbang ng iyong paa
unang patak ng iyong dugo

paalam na sa iyo
paalam na sa iyo
paalam na sa iyo
paalam na...

why can't subtility be a virtue?

moii...


shinya housou
TEREBI ga aoi me de watashi o miteru
ikura CHANERU wo kaete mo
sono shisen wo furikirezu ni iru

reizoko no naka wa
nando hozo ite mo onaji henji
kiki nareta henji
TAIMULIMITTO wa mokuzen
motto jikan ga iru
let me be

oh, no kore wa parody demo jibun wa life story
watashi wo matte zuni tokei wa
nani mo shiranai FURI shiteru
I know yoku aru hanashi
demo jibun ni wa life story
dare ka no mane jya nai watashi wa
kore kara tsuduki o kakimasu

minna de onaji houkou he mukatteku
kousoku douro
tada no guuzen nanda yo
michi ga wakareru toki wa totsuzen

nanagai made isoi de onegai ne
igai to semai EREBETAA
dare mo inai kara anshin
~omoiyari~kara
set me free

oh no, dore mo parody
demo dare datte true story
chikara o dasezuni anata wa
nani mo iranai FURI shiteru
i know yoku nita futari
demo iso au bakari
chikara o irezuni watashi wa
kore kara tsuduki o yomimasu

oh no, kore mo tabun parody kitto tanin ni wa fake story
jibun no kutsushika hakenai
sore de arukerun dakara ii
i know yoku aru hanashi
demo jibun ni wa real story
tsuduki o matta zuni watashi wa
kore kara kimi ni ai ni iku yo

i feel as if i am carrying something heavy inside. maybe it is what they call the "soul" or the "self" as the greek philosophers say, that is carrying all this weight that this world seems to demand of it.

i am tired of responsibility that my life imposes on me, that the people impose on me, that my environment imposes on me.

i want to start new. i want to live in a surreal and new place that i have not seen or have only seen in my dreams. i want an environment that demands few of me, that demands little of my devotion.

i want to sever ties.

i want to make ties.

i want to make new ones...

in a totally different setting.

i want to encounter what life is ideally supposed to be or someone who is free of the impositions of this-

overpowering world...

place
environment

life.

i want sun.

i want snow.

i want warmth.

i want ice.

i want heat.

i hope... i hope for..

i hope for a lot of things.

i hope for things of beauty like any other person.

i hope.

i hope you will be there when i get there. with your umbrella and that smile.. that smile that never fails to make me happy.

i hope to meet you when the time comes. in that surreal place of light where the sun embraces us.

where the rain cleanses like tears flowing from frustrated eyes,

and i will love you because i have always loved you

i have always been wandering hopefully

i am now close.

close as i will ever be.

i am counting the days.

1. hikki's music
2. music in general
3. snow
4. ice
5. warm
6. hot
7. short stories
8. asian cinema (the best)
9. focus films
10. internet (?)
11. good friends
12. daryll palumbo screaming
13. masterful guitar rifts
14. classical music
15. paper
16. ballpens
17. my playstation
18. final fantasy
19. my family
20. japanese food
21. sweets
22. culture
23. art
24. plants, trees and fresh air
24. arirang (hehehe)
25. astig na photos
26. mortal and immortal beauty
27. dami pala.... hehehe..

"temporary"